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ahi hay lilitu

I am the Trauma Goddess,
the Lady of Pain.
I am a dancer upon the suffering of all mankind.
In return for devotion,
I pull thorns from the heart.
In return for obedience,
I untie the knots in the belly and the head.
My compassionate side is hidden,
But for those whom I love,
Who have taken on my dark grace,
I open a path of shining light.
-excerpted from a devotional song to Vajrayogini

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When first I tasted the Fruit of the trees, felt the seeds of Life and Knowledge burn within me, I swore that day I would not turn back  When first I tasted the flesh of the kill, felt the tang of the blood and the crunch of the bones, I swore that day I would not die.  When first I tasted my own blood, felt the surge and the stir of my own life on my lips, I swore that day to love myself above all.  When first I tasted the light of the moon, felt it's glow in my womb and it's wild tenderness, I swore that day to walk in night.  When first I tasted the love of a god, felt the tearing rise of song and fire, I swore that day to cherish the flesh.  When first I tasted the salt of the sea, felt my blood become water as the sky fell behind me, I swore that day to descend and return with wonders.  When first I tasted the love of a child, screamed with the joy of new life and wept for what I had lost and gained, I swore that day to nurture life as I embraced death before.

Corso: Why the Devil?
Baroness Kessler: [laughing] I saw him one day! I was fifteen years old and I saw him, plain as I see you now.

It was love at first sight.

I swear by three times three times three that these seven moments shall remain my own and whatever may transpire no man, nor god, nor beast may take them from me. I swear by myself and my immortality.

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RP Hooks
  • Strength in fragility
  • Radiance in anguish
  • Release in bondage
  • Enlightenment through tribulation
  • Love among monsters
  • Loss and betrayal
  • Trauma and mental illness

Existence is a bittersweet poison. The world is cold and growing colder by the day. Let's huddle together against the chill of the Final Nights and bond over blood, suffering and doom.


  • Hikawa-kumi Yakuza group:

I made up a Yakuza group. The Hikawa-kumi is a small group consisting of no more than 36 members in the US, and merely a single member in Prospect (this character, if that isn't obvious). The rest of her gang consists of a small honor guard cobbled together from other Yakuza groups in the area and as such its members aren't actually under her direct control except as duty demands. Selena acts as tattooist in a semi-spiritual role (which I 100% made up for the purposes of this character) for the Yakuza in Southern California. If you're Yakuza and you're getting inked, Selena's probably the one doing it ...and you've probably been let in on the rumor that she asks to be paid mainly in blood and tears. Otherwise, the Yakuza in California tend to deal in two things: human trafficking and firearms. Need a line on an assault rifle or a pimped captive? Look no further!

  • Renunciate of Caine:

Selena is on the Path of Lilith. She is a priestess of the Bahari faith looking for a flock. Because her religion is in no way exclusive to vampires, many of the decisions I made for this character center on my desire for pan-splat play. All who have interest in the Cult of Lilith and the concept of pain-as-teacher-and-trancendence in general are welcome and wanted! Come bleed with me <3

I'm here for story, not gamism. Unless it is scripted, I do my best to avoid PvP.

mis lágrimas son sangre mi corazón es ceniza

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Notable Stats
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Selena Emilia Sáez y Ayala

Hikawa-kumi Yakuza group ane-san
Horishi, Slaver and Torturer
Bahari priestess
Borícua chingona

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